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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

KaTaNGaHaN?

Pagiging stupid ba yung may ginawa kang isang bagay pagkatapos mong gawin ay pagsisisihan mo? Tapos hihingi ka ng sorry duon sa taong ginawan mo ng bagay na yun. Kung hindi yun pagiging stupid eh ano tawag duon?

Last Sunday, after the mass hindi ko pinansin ang isang kaibigang sobrang special sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero yun lang ang alam kong dapat gawin ng mga moment na yun. Ang daming chance para magpansinan kami, kahit gabuhok na lang ang pagitan namin ay umiwas talaga ako.

Bakit ko ginawa yun? Para ipaalam sa kanya na nagtatampo ako, para ipakitang naiinis ako. Kasi ang nangyayari lang naman sa amin ay okay kami kapag nagkikita lang kami after that wala na, we're like strangers. Ang hirap minsan eh, diba dapat kung sino ang special sa'yo, kung sino mahal mo dapat magkita man kayo or hindi dapat okay ang relationship niyo. Diba dapat magkalapit man kayo o hindi dapat andun pa rin yung warmth ng friendship niyo. Yung mga simpleng magkakaibigan nga lang ay ganun what more pang special at mahal niyo ang isa't isa? Ilang beses na rin namin napagusapan na ayusin ang friendship namin pero wala akong nakikitang nangyayari.

After ko ginawa yun hindi ako nakatulog, naghihintay ako ng text niya. Na usually after ng mass palagi as in palagi niya akong tinitext. Walang mintis yun. Pero inabot na ng isa, dalawa at tatlong araw wala pa rin.

Gusto ko huminge ng sorry sa kanya the day after kong ginawa yun. Magsosorry ako pagkatapos ko gawin, ang labo noh? Hindi ko alam kung paano ako hihinge ng sorry, mageemail ba ako, magtetext or ewan. Ilang beses na ako nagcompose ng email at text pero buburahin ko din.

Bakit nga ba ako hihinge ng sorry sa kanya? Kasi naginarte ako? Kasi nagpakaimature ako? Kasi baka nasaktan ko siya? Minsan, as in minsan na nga lang kami magkita tapos ganun pa ang gagawin ko, na alam ko namang masaya kami kapag nagkikita kami, na alam kong namimiss ko na siya tapos hindi ko siya papansinin. Nasaktan ako sa ginawa kong yun kaya ilang araw din masama ang loob ko.

Pero hihinge pa ba ako ng sorry kahit alam kong hindi naman siya affected?

(Call me stupid or what, I don't know kung bakit ko pa ito pinost alam ko namang kakadalaw mo lang kanina dito. I'M SORRY. )


chum chants the magic words at 3:42 PM||

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Comments:
pano mo nasabi na di sya affected?
 
C Saw,
Kasi knowing him ang alam kong gagawin niyan magtetext eh tapos he'll ask kung ano problema at ganun ang naging attitude ko...pero kahit nung nagkachat kami kanina wala :(
 
hmmmm...

hmmm....

hmmm....

Hala ka Chum, bat mo ginawa yun? hehehe..joke lng po...

seryoso na to...

nakakalungkot na dahil isang pagkakaibigan ang nasisira minsan sa isang bagay na di natin naiisip muna kung ano ang consequences Uguilty ako jan...). Mapaganon pa man, nagawa na natin at kailanagn harapin ang kahinatnan/resulta ng ginawa natin.

Yes, sorry is always the best thing to do, knowing that you humble yourself.

and if we are sincere in asking for forgiveness, then no matter what, we should be ready to accept his/her side of the issue...

important thing is, we already did what we ought to do...

should he accept, good...if not, well, we cant do anything...

pero, i think, people are still good, and they would always accept apologies...

so, just say sorry..and dont think of anything else...

pride will just consume us...alive.
 
agree ako kay dops. kahit di sya affected, alam mo naman na may mali kang ginawa. saying sorry lessens the guilty feeling. plus it shows u value the person.
 
tama
 
i couldn't agree more with what c saw said... [shet.. puro ba agree na lang to.. hehehe]

really.. even if the person doesnt really care what you did, it's more of your feelings, and who you are, that really matters...

hayyy.. life!
 
tumpak din si anjiedy malaman ang sinabi niya.cno ba naunang nag agree dito?hahaha di ba si dops ba?ay si C pala ummmmmmmmm para sa'kin kung nasaktan ka sabihin mo... iparamdam mo... kung ano nararamdaman ng *feelings mo*kailangan iubulaslas mo sa kanya!marahil ay di niya alam bagamat may namumuong kung *ano*ano*na saloobin na di nasasabi kailangan ipagmaktol yan ng magkaalaman na.bak2bisik klangan magsori kung naka hurt ng feelings yan ang importante sa lahat sa palagay ko ha....ewan ko sa palagay niyo pero palagay ko ......kailangang magkaigehan na para walang sakit sakit ng loob.

bye na muna maliligo muna ako.
 
agree ako sa lahat ng nag-agree, hehehe...

morning po bossing...
 
Guys,
sorry pero wala ako masagot,,,dami lang tumatakbo sa utak ko today...
 
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Hey "Blogger", just found your site on a search for love spells. Read a few posts, so thought I'd say hi and thanks! :)

Me. -- "I tried these magic love spells and got my boyfriend back!"
 
Great post, but I was looking for more stuff on magic love spells but found your blog. Not quite what I was looking for, but good! Thanks for the read!

**Cassie**
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